maybe it'll come to you one day, whatever it is you're searching for, unconsciously or otherwise. But should that day not come, there are always those close to you whom you can turn to, me, for example. Actually, I quite believe that I'll be 30, single, and rich, and maybe just a bit content with my life (hopefully). When that time comes and we're in the same boat, let's rock it together. Somehow capsizing with someone else feels safer and more fun than doing it alone. Besides, you can swim (so you can rescue me :D) whatever it is, material or immaterial, I hope you'll find your version of happiness, or maybe contentment (a good foundation to start from) in your life. (: